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not as emo as emomutt.
but i do feel down. complicated long story whose details i shall spare you. end result: divorced my good husband today because i wanted to be with this guy i like / likes me. we liked each other before my husband and i married btw.
anyways... i did hurt a really good friend, not to mention the perfectest husband ever. we did marry as friends, but i did hurt him a lot today. he was disappointed. i had no idea it would eat me up this badly... friend or someone i like?? came down to a tug of war where i had the power to choose who to hurt and who to spare. this happened because the guy i liked kept insisting on trying for divorce. god... are friends more important than someone special to you?? im beginning to think so. i feel so guilty i dont even really want to be with the guy i like right now. i mean the point of the divorce was so that i could marry this guy but... i am just feeling really ****tty right now. my husband didn't even do anything wrong~ he was nothing but really really good to me.
i just want to hide from everyone now. i mailed him back the coy he gave me. he got angry at that. but how can i keep it... really..?? i quit my guild. i can't stand facing him every day. i cant lift my head in front of him any more. i feel like SCUMBAGGY.
@ kitaek and others: not fishing for sympathy. just a vent mkay...
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I hope this is in real life.
I hope this is Mabi.
Originally Posted by hengsheng120
I hope either one of you guys are right.
Originally Posted by Moppy
Originally Posted by Conor
Originally Posted by Kenny?
Originally Posted by Hannah's Lover
oh, dont avoid him. u'll regret it owo.
find a time. chat it out. dont hold it in till it become on your list of "things i should have done, sigh."
The Depressed Humanbeing~ TwT
~=OwO= =^w^=~relax... just relax...T_T~
Oh... this is Mabinogi.....
Well, I hope you feel better?
Anyway, I'm sure over time you'll feel better about the situation.
I mean you can't expect to quickly marry someone right after a divorce.
It's the same with most people in real-life.
friends are there for you longer y'know.
considering he was trying to convince you to do it just makes him sound like a selfish douche, but that's just me ¯\(º__o)/¯
“The only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain.” -Karl Marx
Why'd you mail Coy? SHE'LL DIE IN THE MAILBOX OMG NO. QQ
LIVE, COY, LIVE.
Anyway, I know it sounds bad, but Mabilations don't usually work out anyway.
Accept that you made a mistake. Before anyone can forgive you, you must forgive yourself.
Hope you can do that and I also hope that things workout. You seem like a great person.