Okay, let's get to it. Today, I really thought of Vindictus and wanted to play it. But then, I thought of how low my computer specs were and how it would make me lag on Vindictus. So, I thought of Mabinogi. Then I remembered the pointlessness and the hell-leveling without friends and lack of understanding and where I wanted to go with my character.
I think I've changed over the past couple of months. A lot of stuff has happened that I don't wish to share with the MabiNation community, but we can leave it there. I think I've changed. I think I play the game for the beauty of it, I remember there was a lot of beauty in Mabinogi.
I am also not a smexi fan anymore. Yes, there was a biggy about being smexi, so I'm totally up for looking ugly and having more stats instead. I just need a little guidance to get started again?
I don't think I'm depending on everyone anymore with opinions, luckily.
Okay, Okay, I think I've said enough. Oh, did I say I loved Vindictus when I played it but the game lagged because it was too awesome and I'm still using the same computer as last time?
I am thinking to try Vindictus, (which is why I am downloading both Mabinogi and Vindictus) though I'm pretty sure it will fail. I want a reason to get me back into Mabinogi, what motivated the biggest players to go on. I don't know. It's a love/hate relationship with the game. If I can conquer the hate, I will win. But, last time, I was stuck with leveling without that many friends.
Part of this, observing now, was what I was wearing (oh god save that). I was also learning how to play like a giant from Juno (Is she still alive? :O), which I thought was pretty interesting. I don't see why I left if I could've became good. :\
OKAY, I REALIZED WHAT I WANT IN THAT PARAGRAPH!
- Friendzorz? :D (Like real ones I can talk to whenever I want and we can dungeon together even though I fail!)
- Junozorz to help me become a real giantzorz. :D
- Money for heavy armor, but I can get that myself.
Now, a dilemma does come with the friend thing (Since you guys will be my friends..). Should I restart as a giant in another world, or stay with Krishna on Ruairi? It just depends on which world everyone is on..? I suppose? Who was my friend on Ruairi?
INSHORT:Raj is back on Mabinogi. Raj is going to be a giant, of course, because I love giants and they're easy to play. For friends, Raj is having dilemmas on which world to choose. (No, Raj is not being dependent again, but it's not like he can choose when it comes to friends, aka: you) Should Raj stay with Krishna on Ruairi (which is supposedly the least friendly world), or come ot another world?
Oh god, this was long.
You'll be back.
Oh god, I love how Chock was right. :\