Dont, I cannot be on here, kick me off if you see me here, I cannot afford to be here until sunday, maybe monday.
I have a huge test on friday, that I dont know anything for really, I have two other tests on friday I should study for, tomorrow Im at school untill 10 at night, and then friday its to late to study, because guess when two of the tests are, first and second period! Then I have a bio project due next friday, but Im going to be at school a lot this weekend and next week normal school and then there until at least 6 or 7 everyday. I also have to do a lot for english and study for yet another test on monday...
Oh, and then next weekend Im at school from 10 AM to 9 PM both days and then that week at school until 9 PM three days, and on the official schedule for what Im doing, question mark the other two....
So, If I dont see you for a while, good day, and if I do see you, GET ME OFF OF HERE!
Also, Im going to be frustrated almost everyday, while trying to appear calm and not like a total A-hole...Aha, Im gonna go crazy!
Edit: INFO
I cant focus right now, but I will leave soon enough, its just I entered my freakout mode, which involves having to do 4 things at once, so updating this is one of them!
Aha
So, the thing with staying late is im on stage crew for a show, which is apparently in 2 weeks, and I have almost perfect attendance and plan to keep it that way, although Im forced to miss two hours some day....But Im doing this because when Im a senior I plan to be the Assistant Stage Manager and I want this other person to be stage manager, Im supporting her 100% and am happy with what I want. So Im trying to make sure I learn everything and all that now....THEN theres a couple kids there who occasionally make me want to kill someone (Theres this one girl who is a higher grade, who I have NO problem with, because I met her through some friends before I knew she was there, but some of the older kids on crew have a grudge against her, because she doesnt show up that often, and yet has a leadership position and some other reasons I dont know. So at least one of my idiot friends decided to not like her to! So Im trying to keep all these people being nice, because one, I think the person is nice, and two, I dont want her telling the girl I just started going out with that all the people on crew are mean, which probably wont happen, but I can worry anyway right?!!?!?) , especially if Im already stressed, which I am so thats bad since I cant look like an a-hole, cause then people wont support me when I need it later, I need to stay calm and helpful....Why Im planning this far ahead, I dont know.
Also, for non crew related matters, theres the fact that I have a spanish test on Friday, which I honestly am trying to care about but I just dont for some reason, I only have an 87/ 89 in that class, but my teacher was randomly like, yeah by the way, we have a test on everything from the last quarter, which we had quizzes on, and I did good on all of them, but they were verbs in the past tense or whatever, and we learned them all by category, and now I have to know them all mixed up....