I dont think this is library material so Im leaving it here...
Okay, so I was talking to my friend who has Synesthesia, and they talked about seeing colors, and all that, and I realized I see colors, but I see emotions, and I was wondering if this is normal, or if you guys have this, let me explain it.
When I think, every thought I have consists of two parts, the actual thought, and an emotional part. Every thought I have comes tied with an emotion, or emotions, and I feel them, and I see them, like, each emotion has a feel and a color in my mind, that I see. So while Im typing this, each thought kinda has an emotion tied to it, and Im seeing it, or them. Also, when I am reading, like actually reading, I just see like the emotions from what Im reading, but if Im distracted, and thinking at the same time I can see like two sets, one for what Im reading, and one for my thoughts.
Also, when I am talking to another person, I try to read them, the more I know the person, the more I understand the language they express, the better I can read them, I can see in my mind what I think they are feeling, this is really, really helpfull, but I dont know, again, all this could be normal, its just the one person I talked to about it didnt seem to understand...
And finally, I focus on the main thought part of my thoughts most of the time, and the emotions are just there, and I know them, but sometimes the emotions take over, and I just focus on what Im seeing, and I get impulsive, and I ignore my more logical thoughts an just go on emotional impulses. I can be really happy, or really any emotion, last week I went through like 2 hours, where I had somehow stopped focusing, and kinda went into my emotional phase, and wound up cutting my arm and forcing myself not to eat, and other fun stuff, cause I got really depressed and sad and impulsive,
But, is that normal? And how do you guys think if its not? Its kinda difficult to explain how you think, but this is just pretty much what I said to the person, after like, 4 days of trying lol...
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