Quote from Adelynn;12150:
Learning to have emotions after being told they are unnecessary is interesting. I don't have this "programing", but I was told what to do and be by a very nasty man. But Sven told me, "you always have a choice". I am still learning about having a choice, but I begin to know what I want, and start acting on that.
*looks at Vivi* What exactly are you? I've never met someone quite like you before.
I was fabricated as a tool of war, a tool of destruction, a tool of massacre. I was not supposed to have what my creator called "self-awareness".
Yet I have it. I do not know if it was because of an error in the way I was programmed, or if it was because I was one of the first of my kind, thus an experiment of it. I am not even sure of it now, since I found some of my brethrens to have been "awakened" into the same state as I.
My kind was programmed to live for one year each. It has been 9 years for me; I do not know what to think of myself.
It terrifies me to see my race exterminate other living species with no form of this awareness, or to be ruthlessly tortured while they "have stopped" their own time of existence. It is worse when I am accused of nothing more than an object of death.
I am searching for the meaning of why I am self-aware. I am struggling with the purpose I am created for. I am asking for reconciliation and a choice to how my lifespan will be.
Quote from Timexpo;12149:
Who cares about purpose! I will end the doctor and then I will do whatever pleases me! I can do whatever I desire! All will fall to the Master!
The threat of sentinel entities is a cry of chaos and a premature end.