As of late I've been subject to a lack of sleep, mostly due to me thinking about my purpose in life and the labels I seem to use to identify myself.
So, while listening to some ZUN trumpets and sweet piano runs ... I began to notice that I was hungry.
Mind you, this is at around 3:00 am. I would have ignored my hunger under most circumstances, but it seems due to our family having less and less food available ... I've sort of been subconsciously eating less. I was hungry and I tried to fall asleep, but that did not work.
So I go look at my refrigerator, trying to wrap my depraved mind around what I could possibly eat - without waking up any family members of course. Baking some brownies or making pasta was certainly out of the question. Then I glanced over to the right and saw two jars of peanut butter.
I recalled that my sister didn't like the chunky peanut butter, due to all the little imbedded peanuts messing with the smooth texture. I normally do not eat peanut butter at all - but I decided that in my current state ... I can't be picky.
I do not like the feeling of peanut butter on the roof of my mouth, it just scares me sometimes. I feel like I'm choking myself to death. However, I told myself that this was chunky peanut butter - so I might not have that same reaction. Besides, peanut butter is high in protein so that should sustain me, right?
Sigh.
Problem was, I didn't even have anything to place the peanut butter on. Sure, we have some slices of bread - but I didn't want to waste and bread. I decided to spoon some of the chunky peanut butter into a cup and just ... eat it?
I sprinkled some demerara sugar on top ... to give myself some more calories and sweetness. And you know - it was actually pretty good! Quite an interesting little treat, which was surprisingly fulfilling. A bit bland - but it did the job.
Why did I write this thread? Well becau- ... hmmmm ... It's 4:00 am already.
Well then - I was wondering what little late-night snacks you like to partake in. It seems I'll be up for many more nights, trying to deal with life. I might as well get some ideas as to what I can quickly make when I get a bit hungry.