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Cyrene wrote on 2013-12-07 03:46
I don't think anyone knows me at all on this site but I wanted to write why I'm quiting so that hopefully I can keep myself from coming back
So.. to start the story I've been playing mabinogi for 5 years... I remember myself as a kid being so interested in the game so I went on the internet without my parents permission and downloaded it but I didn't understand the concept of account verifying since all I had ever used the internet for up to that point was naruto.. Anyways fast forward my first couple of months I met a ton of friends and they where all so nice to me even though they where all soo much older. I remember this girl constantly asking me creepy things and like telling me about games like strip dice.. I didn't understand why someone would consider that kind of stuff fun but whatever I was like 13 and was very slow in reading between the lines.. She was still wierd though. Anyways enough distinctions, I mean disfraction. I mean distractions.
After 3 years I met a girl and we dated for like a year.. She was like 19 turning 20 and I was 16.. Bad days happened and the relationship was like a tug and push where one day she would be perfect and then the next she would say the most hurtful shet and then well breakups happened and I was depressed for quite a while and ended up in rehab.. Then after that I started talking to another girl on mabi and we dated for almost 2 years.. Well that one started okay but she would have like these certain days (not her period) where she would just completely be mean to me and call me a loser break up with me, etc.. and even tell me to f off and then 2-3 hours later ask for me back or something and I would always say Its okay don't worry about it and this was how the relationship always was.. We even met up and went to prom and that was amazing and I had my first kiss even though I've dated before I've never actually kissed anyone.. Soon after she continued treating me like the greatest guy in the world (which I'm not) and on her bad days which where atleast once a week should treat me like shet and it pushed me back into depression and I was unable to comfort her to the best of my ability and it made me feel like i didn't deserve her and I started to down myself.
We broke up in june this year on my highschool graduation right but she still always wanted to keep me around and would guilt the shit out of me and spam emails with thank yous for being a good bf or hate messages (all in the same day). I kept talking her and this kept me on mabi...
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Cyrene wrote on 2013-12-07 03:47
Sorry I'm going to use the second post..
So mabi for me used to be a game where I could just log into and have a good time with all of my amazing friends and a couple who I consider my family and hope to explore other countries with one of them in the future. I stopped having any fun when all I think about on it is everything bad and it doesn't help that lategame is extremely boring with 0 challenging content besides peaca and even that has become trivial on int ugh.
Mabinogi now for me is just a depressent. Like alchahol except i'm addicted to a game. I log on and I don't even do anything, I just logged on without even a second though about it. Not a single goal to achieve anymore and I haven't made any new friends at all. All of my friends have been from years back. To top it all off, I've done nothing after school except come home and play Mabi. I lost my friends and now when I'm in college right now I have 0 friends. I'm working on that though and hopefully I'll start finding people I like being around and they like being around me and won't take there problems out on me for once.
So I'm sorry mabination for making these 2 extremely long posts and understand if you close the thread I kinda just wanted to write my jumbled mess of feelings somewhere.
IM DONE BACK TO STARBOUND!!!
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Orphyus wrote on 2013-12-07 04:19
Quote from Pallie;1176133:
Sorry I'm going to use the second post..
So mabi for me used to be a game where I could just log into and have a good time with all of my amazing friends and a couple who I consider my family and hope to explore other countries with one of them in the future. I stopped having any fun when all I think about on it is everything bad and it doesn't help that lategame is extremely boring with 0 challenging content besides peaca and even that has become trivial on int ugh.
Mabinogi now for me is just a depressent. Like alchahol except i'm addicted to a game. I log on and I don't even do anything, I just logged on without even a second though about it. Not a single goal to achieve anymore and I haven't made any new friends at all. All of my friends have been from years back. To top it all off, I've done nothing after school except come home and play Mabi. I lost my friends and now when I'm in college right now I have 0 friends. I'm working on that though and hopefully I'll start finding people I like being around and they like being around me and won't take there problems out on me for once.
So I'm sorry mabination for making these 2 extremely long posts and understand if you close the thread I kinda just wanted to write my jumbled mess of feelings somewhere.
IM DONE BACK TO STARBOUND!!!
Although I haven't talked/met you or anything but I understand your situation. I hope everything goes well for you buddy and remember that Mabination would always be here for you. (Right? :D) Good luck with your future brother.
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SlurpTASTY wrote on 2013-12-07 04:23
It's a cliche, but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, so good on you for getting through all that. I think it's best for you right now to focus on college and building up relationships with people again, but don't think of Mabi as a bad thing. Just remember that spark that got you playing (and continuing to play Mabi for 5 years) can be found again. I've found it multiple times and starting a new character on Alexina has made Mabi a lot of fun for me again. Anyways, my point is that you shouldn't think of Mabi as some horrible thing that ruined your life, because it is a pretty cool game and it has some of the coolest people you could meet.
Good luck with everything, even if you don't play Mabi you should stick around these forums. Everyone here is really cool and I consider them all my friends, as should you.
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GODZILLA wrote on 2013-12-07 04:58
In a while, crocodile :awesome:
You'll always be the cool dude with the Heero pic.