I also saw some screenshots of me and some old friends playing around, fishing, running dungeons on our pets. It was so much easier back then when I only had about three or four friends in mabi that I actually played with. We would go on our pets and run around dunby a bit, then a bunch of other people would join us on their pets. We would then go kill bears for fun or run math/rabbie a few times. It was interesting because our characters back then were way too weak to run math without dying, and since I didn’t buy service, that was a problem. Nowadays, when we run around dunby, nobody bothers to join.
The friends I had way back then, we grew apart, and for some, the transition wasn’t so peaceful. Even though I have a whole new group of friends and my lovely guild, I still wonder if I was happier then. It wasn’t just because of mabi, the first year of high school brought so many new experiences, both good and bad. (Bad because I almost got expelled and that basically ruined my last two weeks of school).
It’s really strange when you look back on old screenshots, it’s like baby photos. I’m so glad I uploaded most of them to photobucket, though, since my computer crashed and I would’ve hated so much to lose those pictures. It really emphasises how much someone can learn and change in a short period of time, games just make it more apparent because you get better at the game much more quickly than you get better at life. Also because you don’t get so many candid shots of doing whatever in real life.
If I could choose to go back 16 months and restart this thing with the knowledge I have, I think I would. There are so many things that I would’ve chosen not to go through, even though I’ve grown so much as a person afterwards, it’s just too distressing.
Even though it sounds kind of ridiculous, I think mabinogi really taught me a lot more than how to ctrl-aim arrows. It was the first time I had quit a game for another, leaving all my old friends there. Frankly, it felt a bit like cutting off an arm or a leg. I’d made new friends online, which was a feat I had only accomplished back on maplestory when I was like, what, in grade 4? It was also much harder to make friends in mabinogi, just because I wasn’t sure I was going to stay. I solo’d everything and it wasn’t very fun after a while.
So… tl;dr, how did mabinogi change you? How do you feel when you go through old screenshots?
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