So yeah, I'm just going to leave this here and probably check back on it to see if anyone responds, but I doubt it. I mean who the hell has time to read a huge wall of text about someone's life story? Someone really fucking bored that's who.
First off, holy shit. I leave this place the moment I start college and the moment I check back on it it's straight up dead. [S]Doesn't help that the actual game is rip too[/S]. Perfect time to post this with more than half the people who actually knew me no longer being here.
Now let me start by acknowledging what an asshole I was in the past. Because in the current state of this site I don't have to say sorry to anyone I've wronged. Not that I am sorry, I'm still an asshole now, just a real smug asshole who's more mature. Why am I back here and posting this then? I'm getting to that, don't worry.
I'm here to say thanks for everything, Nation. I probably already did that in that one last thread I made back when I announced I was leaving for good, but I probably never clarified how much Nation helped me out as a person. Maybe I did, I'm too lazy to dig up the thread and check. Regardless, I've still matured from my time gone and want to leave one last message stating how much this community, as dead as it is now, has helped me grow as a person.
When I first came to this community, when it was under Mabiguru's domain, I didn't know shit about anything. I was a middle school brat who got hooked on computer games looking for a place to learn how to play. Ironically enough I learned much more from the community than learning the ropes of the game. I practically learned more from talking on these forums than I ever did in my English classes. All the flaming and trolling I did pissing other people off and getting into arguments on the internet may sound petty looking back now, but I won't deny they definitely helped me grow in building my own skills and character.
So now fast forward to the day I left this site, my time in college made me realize how much I depended on you guys when I was growing up for guidance. It's no exaggeration when I say that I feel like this site was pretty much my own playpen as I gradually matured. Hell, I'm pretty sure I had special treatment on the same level as what's his face, instead I actually learned and matured over time. But leaving this place and doing things for myself during my college career really helped me mature and accept myself for who I am.
As for what am I doing now? Well I'm Majoring in Communications, which is the kind of Major you take if you want to do things like be a Radio Personality, News Anchor, and can even branch into Public Relations and such. It's also a real piss easy Major and makes me wonder what the hell I'm going to college for. The shit they teach you in a Communications Major class is the kind of shit you can do self study on your own using the internet, and I'm pretty sure people only take this major for the degree. The place where I really want to take my life though is Voice Acting. I've sure as hell have the voice for it, and granted while I'm fully aware of the competition and hardships I may face going down that path I've already found the resolve to follow through with it. Of course if that doesn't work out I'll probably see what I can do in the Communications field.
Yeah, that's all I really have to say I guess. I just felt like leaving one more mark on here, just for people who knew me that may check back on Nation in the far off future to let them know my 2cents and how I've been. I mean let's be honest, this site ain't active enough anymore for this thread to fall out of view for a good while. Hell, half the people who are reading this don't even know who I am.
But yeah, before I go if you're reading this Brynn (and you probably will since no one saw this coming, you still post here somehow, and you probably have nothing better to do) sorry bro. I remember we got off on the wrong foot last time we talked but I remember you being real gay as fuck and that didn't really slide with me back then. I also remember that after we got past our differences after that one time we trolled the community for April Fools we really hit it off. If you ever want to talk you probably know where to find me.
Same goes to anyone else reading this. If you know me you probably know where to find me. Otherwise you're probably reading this to respond with some lame ass comment like nobody cares. I mean I can't argue with that, I mean look around. I wouldn't be surprised if Osay completely forgot that this place is somehow still running on his servers or some shit.
Also you guys need to stop bumping my damn thread. I had this amazing plan where I come back years into the future when everyone's dead to do that bump and you all kept ruining it.