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Haydrian wrote on 2011-01-11 22:26
I used to dream about being that guy on a stage playing music with my friends because we love music and want to share that love with others.
I still wish i was that guy.
I don't mind who I am I guess. I have pretty much no self esteem and all that crap but who cares. I am how I am and if people don't like it that's their problem. I'm just a bloody walking contradiction. I know I'm an anal retentive fool and can be a selfish prick sometimes but that's just how I am. I'm not all that bad - if I was I doubt I'd have a girl to live my life with, any friends worth mentioning, or people who respect me. So meh.
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Ithiliel wrote on 2011-01-12 05:51
I wouldn't necessarily say I'm the person I want to be. The part of me that I loved the most was taken away when I was 17 so that pretty much killed the self-worth I thought I had.
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Kueh wrote on 2011-01-12 05:53
The person I want to be is me.
So yes. I am me.
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Q wrote on 2011-01-12 06:16
Nope. Though, I have been slowly reaching there ^^;;,. Well, i guess I'm pretty satisfied with the progress in a sense but sometimes I do get a sudden burst of despair and feel bad T_T.
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Raj wrote on 2011-01-12 06:44
No.
'Nuff said.
I hate my life. xO
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Andy-Buddy wrote on 2011-01-12 06:46
Every day, I realize how much I've become the person I wanted to be.
As a little kid, I wanted to be nerdy, but nice. Strong, but not a jerk, and sensitive while still having fire behind those emotions.
Though I'm not perfect, and I doubt I will ever be, I still can't stop thinking about how I've actually shaped myself pretty well.
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Yogurticecream wrote on 2011-01-12 07:04
I'm far away from the ideal idea of myself...
Examples of obstacles being somewhat lazy, can't cook, a bit absent-minded, having sleep problems. With a lot more which I am currently working on.
However, I'm slowly improving. (Example being - Previously having zero interest in clothes because of a subconscious fear. I actually think online games helped me open up over the years.) I don't see change as a thing that must come by force and all in one go. It comes gradually for me.
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Lemon wrote on 2011-01-14 03:47
No, iCan be better :gloom2:
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Adelynn wrote on 2011-01-14 06:00
Something that's gradually helping me:
To-do lists.
Because crossing stuff out makes me happy.
I.
am such.
a dork.
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Serathx wrote on 2011-01-14 06:11
Nope, no way.
If I was the person I wanted to be I'd be impossibly perfect.
And that's the keyword. Impossible.
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Bride wrote on 2011-01-14 08:07
hardly :( i'm alright with my personality but my anxiety is overwhelming to the point i almost never leave the house. i've become such a hermit since i left high school baw
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xDannni wrote on 2011-01-14 10:16
I am close to what I want to be. There are alot of battles with myself about self image and etc, that will never be what I want to be, But everything other than that is okay. My dreams and aspirations are things i know i can achieve with practice and hardwork ^^
Other battles are making plans; that never really succeed. try to study, do homework, do better in school, stop being so lazy, etc
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Kaeporo wrote on 2011-01-16 02:16
I am the result of my actions. That's all i've ever wanted.
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Adelynn wrote on 2011-01-16 02:30
Quote from tink;290047:
hardly :( i'm alright with my personality but my anxiety is overwhelming to the point i almost never leave the house. i've become such a hermit since i left high school baw
That sounds kind of like me, actually. I need to get better about that.
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Zid wrote on 2011-01-17 18:22
0--3------10
10 being what I want to be, 0 being the complete opposite of it. 3 is where I am.
I strive on though, and at least try to make things better in some way. If I cannot be where I am dreaming, I shall go down fighting. I am not content with my life, but I'm mostly content with my personality, my beliefs, my morals, who I am inside.
Kaeporo summed it up quite well. In the end, it is not we who make our choices, but our choices are what make us.