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bebepanales wrote on 2010-06-04 10:36
but i do feel down. complicated long story whose details i shall spare you. end result: divorced my good husband today because i wanted to be with this guy i like / likes me. we liked each other before my husband and i married btw.
anyways... i did hurt a really good friend, not to mention the perfectest husband ever. we did marry as friends, but i did hurt him a lot today. he was disappointed. i had no idea it would eat me up this badly... friend or someone i like?? came down to a tug of war where i had the power to choose who to hurt and who to spare. this happened because the guy i liked kept insisting on trying for divorce. god... are friends more important than someone special to you?? im beginning to think so. i feel so guilty i dont even really want to be with the guy i like right now. i mean the point of the divorce was so that i could marry this guy but... i am just feeling really ****tty right now. my husband didn't even do anything wrong~ he was nothing but really really good to me.
i just want to hide from everyone now. i mailed him back the coy he gave me. he got angry at that. but how can i keep it... really..?? i quit my guild. i can't stand facing him every day. i cant lift my head in front of him any more. i feel like SCUMBAGGY.
@ kitaek and others: not fishing for sympathy. just a vent mkay...
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hengsheng120 wrote on 2010-06-04 11:48
I hope this is in real life.
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Moppy wrote on 2010-06-04 11:53
Quote from hengsheng120;54424:
I hope this is in real life.
I hope this is Mabi.
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Pocoyo wrote on 2010-06-04 12:19
Quote from Moppy;54425:
I hope this is Mabi.
I hope either one of you guys are right.
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yugun313 wrote on 2010-06-04 12:54
owo;;;
love is never easy x3 ~ and it takes the greastest bravery in the world to stick with what u believe and love ;3.
May ur decision be a wise and correst one. :tea:
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yugun313 wrote on 2010-06-04 12:56
oh, dont avoid him. u'll regret it owo.
find a time. chat it out. dont hold it in till it become on your list of "things i should have done, sigh."
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Episkey wrote on 2010-06-04 14:16
Oh... this is Mabinogi.....
Well, I hope you feel better?
:fail:
Anyway, I'm sure over time you'll feel better about the situation.
I mean you can't expect to quickly marry someone right after a divorce.
It's the same with most people in real-life.
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Coy wrote on 2010-06-04 14:56
friends are there for you longer y'know.
considering he was trying to convince you to do it just makes him sound like a selfish douche, but that's just me ¯\(º__o)/¯
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Cannibal wrote on 2010-06-04 15:46
Why'd you mail Coy? SHE'LL DIE IN THE MAILBOX OMG NO. QQ
LIVE, COY, LIVE.
Anyway, I know it sounds bad, but Mabilations don't usually work out anyway.
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Phunkie wrote on 2010-06-04 17:49
Accept that you made a mistake. Before anyone can forgive you, you must forgive yourself.
Hope you can do that and I also hope that things workout. You seem like a great person.
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bebepanales wrote on 2010-06-04 18:55
oh thanks~ you guys are the best. mm i will just need some time by myself for a while though. isn't this funny~ all this over a game x3
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Hiccup wrote on 2010-06-04 19:11
At least explain to your ex-hubby what went down so he knows. Even if it hurts telling him the truth would be better for both of you in the long run.
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Bankai231 wrote on 2010-06-04 19:17
At first I thought this was Real life and was like "Bebe is this old?!?!"
But I understand where your at. Cant really be with someone who you dont like. And if it was just a friend relationship it will proabably just blow over.
Hope for the best~
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bebepanales wrote on 2010-06-05 01:24
well... im beginning to think i did love him as a friend a lot~ i wasnt attracted to him as a guy likes a girl i dont think~ that is why i didnt expect to feel this horrible. oh well~ what's done is done. i hope he forgives me.
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Yogurticecream wrote on 2010-06-05 01:41
He can be disappointed, but if he really cares for you as a friend he has to accept that your happiness matters a lot more. So don't feel sorry about your decision.
Have a good talk with him and befriend each other again. It'll work out somehow.