My boyfriend's Christian (as in, the religion) and going into my relationship with him, I was certain I was going to become more familiar with the matter of Christianity and maybe even partake in it sometimes. That's his life, pretty much, and I really enjoyed that he had such a wonderful thing to look forward to.
BUT DAMN, YO.
This believing in God stuff really brings so much more hope that I'd ever imagine. Being with him has turned me from an atheist-agnostic to a believer. Although I still hold a lot of my beliefs about science and morality as central, believing in a loving God sorta extends it.
Who knows? Maybe we're here for a reason?
While I may not directly follow everything in the Bible, I've really become educated on some of the issues in the Bible, such as homosexuality (since it's one that I would personally have to deal with on the regular), and I've learned so much about Christianity in itself. For example, the homosexuality condemned in the Bible is completely different to the context it's referred in today. Context is everything when reading these books written a long time ago, whether inspired by God or not.
To end this, I dunno, I just wanna tell you today that I feel loved. I feel blessed. All my life, from before I decided to change my ideas on God till now, I've been surrounded by such wonderful people and I've just made sure to keep spreading that joy.
I dunno what you're going through today, but know that you're loved. And that there's a purpose for you here in this life. :) You can interpret that as both religious or secular. WHO CARES?! Just do good, strive for more, strive for better in life. Don't give up!!
Love ya'll.