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Really? It's an important passage, the metaphor Paul uses to a Roman soldier is very powerful.
The key is that the Bible - or I should rather say, a Christian who knows their Bible is well armed against ... well, you
could imagine with all this Lucifer talk. Satan isn't one to leave Christians alone. He's a liar and a murderer, also very crafty since he has been around every since the beginning of mankind.
As for me, I went to a Christian Private School in New York ever since Pre-Kindergarden. I was there until 6th grade. The problem was that they didn't present the Bible as concise as they should of I suppose. I heard the name Jesus and God alot, but I never really knew the significance behind it all.
Come 7th grade year, I moved down to Florida and went to a Public School. It was a big shock to me needless to say. During high school, I began to question and doubt Christianity after reading ... "The Davinci Code" in my sophomore year of high school. Gosh, looking back - I must have been pretty weak on a Biblical basis for that to shake/destroy my "faith." I put faith in quotes because to this day, I think I never had it to begin with.
Alot happened throughout high school, after all it's a very life impacting and stressful time. But around my senior year I was exposed to a few Christians and became ... aquantinces with them. It prompted me to research more about Christianity and I was eventually led to this site http://www.gotquestions.org/.
I'll warn you right now, everything may not be true. They do a really good job at answering almost every question imaginable about Christianity, God, and other religions. It's important to do your own research and formulate your own opinion, preferably with the Bible itself.
In any case, I asked Jesus Christ to forgive me of my sins about one year ago. It may seem like a long time, but I don't feel as such. It may be due to the fact I've only been recently (last month) been going to a nearby church with my family. Christianity suffers alot from apostasy, there are many who claim to be "Christian" but in reality are not. That's another topic I suppose ... But, it took me a while to find a good church near my area. I like it alot :D
I can personally tell you that being a Christian has changed my life for the better. I won't guarantee no hardships, but having assurance in where you are going after you die is a real comforting fact. Wouldn't you agree?
EDIT:
I noticed that I write really long posts, sorry. I just get swept away, I guess. But I felt like explaining all of that, I'm also curious as to around when you believe that you "lost" your faith. If you mind writing about it, that is.
I don't mind reading it, I like how you put effort into explaining it than just a vague paragraph
I lost my faith when I was around 12 or 13
since I was around the age of 6 my parents
forced to me go to church every sunday and wednesday
worse part they never even went
they'd push my sister and I on a church bust and waved goodbye, if we refused to go we'd get all of our privileges taken away
so it was like going to school for me
you don't want to go, but you have to
and even though I was a child I had to sit with the adults and had no earthly idea what anyone was saying and no one would explain it to me
so I would be bored and confused, and then I started hanging around atheist friends and middle school, so I started questioning "God"
thinking of everything wrong in this world, and why nothing I have been told about my religion made any sense to me.
But I never became an atheist like my friends
I became agnostic, my logic was simple
"We can't prove there is a god, and we can't prove there isn't so I won't pick a side"
I told my parents I wasn't a little kid they could easily manipulate into going to church anymore, so I stopped going.
As I've gotten older, I've thought about going back to church, because I feel like I need something to believe in, something that will make me a happier person.
But whenever I try to go, I end up changing my mind.
Some recent events have happened within the last few months that have discouraged me from going even more.
which I rather discuss via PM
edit:
I should really take more time to proof read my posts
otherwise I end up putting things like
"worse" instead of "worst"
and bust instead of "bus"
I don't know why but this thread makes me nervous